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cherylng (: 7july1990. A bowler.
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Sunday, January 30, 2005, 12:38 AM
had drill com on fri......although squad3.....which was my squad.....did badly.....as in alot of mistake..but i noe every1 in e squad had done their best on tat dae.....mayb we r all too nervous......especially e sec2s.....it was their 1st tym....haix.....after moi squad fall out, we went to e corner to join squad 1 'n' 2....we actually sat quite far away frm them.....den suddenly,moi eyes were filled wif tears....i didnt wanna cry.....i told myself not to but e tears jux came out....i was realli disappointed bt how moi squad has done......i still remembered clearly bt e drill practices b4 tis com....everyone knows tat no one would lyk to go back to sch during holidaes rite? we started our drill practices during dec 2004 n i remembered during 1 of the practices,phui yuen(one of moi senior) came back to help out wif moi squad's drill....she have to work on tat dae but she still came in tat early morning jux b'cox of the squad.....but in the end onli mi 'n' xinyu the two squad n assitance squad leaders came.....shocking rite? 'n' so xinyu decided to postpone....den on tat next drill meeting, onli mi.....xinyu....vivien 'n' janet came...... b4 we start drill, e 3 of us told xinyu we wanna go to e toilet 1st n so she allowed....but when i came out, it was lyk so shocking....i saw her crying.....i didnt ask her wad happen as i have already noe e reason.....to sae it truly,being a squad leader is realli difficult.... especially when u have squad members hu do not cooperate........tinking bt all tis realli makes mi sad.....disappointed..'n' actually angry....cos im jux lyk other ppl hu dun wish to come 4 drill practices but i still came even when i m having a fever......i jux dun wanna give up moi squad......'n' on tat drill com dae, i actually had headache n moi back was lyk so pain.....i couldnt even stand straight but i jux force myself....n the worst thing is when i went home, i got a fever again....haix......but now kkx le.....:) 4 those hu r reading tis entry, dun get e wrong idea.....im not trying to sae im so wei da.....if i were to sae wei da, i would use it on xinyu.....she's realli so brave 'n' strong.....she saw e whole thing.....the mistakes we did but she did not even cry.....she came to an wei those ppl hu cried.....n those hu cried were....sze ying.....mi....yvonne 'n' janet.....sze ying cried cos she saw yvonne crying....n also she remember tat she made a mistake during drill com......for yvonne.....almost all the mistakes were made by her n she realli felt sorry 4 the squad.... she tot we were all angry wif her......n for janet....i dunno her reason but i noe tat on tat dae she realli did very well.....she even got the sec2 best driller.....haha *cLaP*.....to all squad members.....i did not blame you ppl k? so dun get e wrong idea k?........thx to all moi squad members.....shinnie....phui yuen 'n' last but not least, ms chew....our squad's teacher in charge.......SQUAD 3 RAWKX!!!!!!!