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thoughts......
Wednesday, May 07, 2008, 2:20 AM
izit on purpose?or you guys jux didnt realise?
i dunno wad's the reason behind all these.
jealousy?being biased?showing favourtism?
i could feel the threaten all these while.
but i choose to see it as a challenge for us.
it's a test on how strong our relationship is.
i dun sae i hate you guys
but lose hope?
sometimes i wonder....
why shld i even be bothered
or get bothered by you all?
i feel so silly.so stupid.so retarded
i used to tink that i can count on u all.
i tot we could just simply have fun,
be there for each other.
i've so much hopes in you guys
& i tot all these were true.
i used to always feel excited
when i hear gatherings/meetings
wif you guys.
i really loves hanging out wif u all.
but things seems to change after awhile.
i seems to get hurt time&again unknowingly.
no longer feeling excited.
the excitement jux died off
while the scare-feeling came alive
all of a sudden.
i admit that i couldnt tk tis change initially.
i really gotta THANK someone
for helping me "open up"
&face reality indirectly.
that person didnt even know
that he/she has helped mi :X
it was hurting at that moment
when he/she type that line to mi
but it realli "wake" mi up.
it was just like a slap.
a slap that is hard enough to "wake" mi up.
everything was just so amazing (:
im feeling really gd now.
VERY VERY HAPPY! :D
&i've adjusted all the thoughts&feelings.
tis "SLAP" was a gd one, indeed.
im much more confident in facing
anything now.
nothing is PERFECT.
做个快乐的傻大姐! (:
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