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take the risk?
Sunday, June 15, 2008, 2:19 AM
had award ceremony ytd(fri 130608)!!!all the bowlers were in formal!!!
so nice!!! (((: lyk damn cool!
all of us got individual merit award
&& sports team of the year! WOO~
HAHA. took lots of pics :D
will upload them soon when i get it ((:
anw, went for JM's 18th bday chalet.
(ahling.yvonee.janice.JM.roz.dixie& sum other frens of his)
hope he like the present frm us (:
had alot alot of food serve to us the moment we reach.
they knew that we were super hungry.
HAHA. lyk as if hungry ghost? =P
anw, we gurls jux had our usual chats&catching-ups ((:
took picts as well.
so i tink i'll have to jus post a entry for all the picts soon.
home-d at 3plus 4am. super cui!
went aunty's grandson's one mth celebration today(140608).
headed home after that to change
and i went off to meet puipui.syy&ys
at tamp safra for bowling.
it was a sudden decision cos i didnt wanna go initially
but after sum thoughts, i jux went ahead.
damn EMO-lious over there jux now.
IM SORRY, guys!
went for dinner at downtown & ql joined.
played mini bowling and went arcade (:
i was troubled. really veri indecisive.
that's wad i dun lyk abt myself.
it's nothing abt the scores.
i dun care how gd or bad the scores are now.
is all abt the skills that i mind alot.
i believe that the skills will bring mi further
than jus having gd scores now
cos it might b due to luck.
& as the lanes&lane conditions in diff alleys are diff,
i need to really learn and master the skills properly&correctly.
i feel that in tis way,
no matter how bad the lane conditions are,
i'll still be able to save myself.
now! the prob is....
making the changes will tk quite some time.
it really depends on individual.
whether u're a fast learner or not.
& whether u're smart enough in picking things up.
and i might need to sacrifice certain things.
it's like tking a risk.
whether i can trust myself or not.
im willing. veri willingly want to make the changes
cos i noe it'll be good for mi in future.
BUT! i dun wanna give up or sacrifice anything tis yr.
i've alrdy sacrifice the league.
i noe sch's events are not that great afterall
cos there are more much bigger comp&league outside sch.
but mayb i jux wanna achieve sumting for the sch.
and bcos im still not gd enough in terms of skills,
i didnt dare join any event outside sch yet.
im just not ready and i noe it.
im confused now cos i dunno if i shld tk the risk.
i dunno if i'll be able to change in time.
but after sum thoughts,
i've decided!
I WANT TO TAKE THE RISK!
i wanna believe & trust myself
tat i'll be able to do it ((:
i wanna give myself a chance.
& i'll definitely need lots of support
for this period of time.
i gotta stay optimistic
&have confidence wif myself.
ALL THE BEST TO MI! (:
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